Next week will be the last week and I'm off for the holidays and oh gwadd, I am sooo damnn excited! I can finally take a break from everything and go Korea to eat the kimchi. LOL. Aight, apart from that, Cindy, Doris and Doreen are coming backkk! I hate how when the holidays are arriving, and we're gonna have soo many tests first before releasing us. I'm preparing for the bio test tomorrow and I hope the math on wednesday will be a mercy. I should be thankful. PEACE.

About a month ago, I went house viewing, and my sister and I particularly liked a unit so much that we were dreaming of moving into it immediately. Our current washroom and wardrobe is annoying the crap out of us. But, the contract of the current house wasn't due anytime soon and we were in suspense. But now, my mum has given our final decision to the agent, but the owner of the new house has been delaying the ultimate one. During this time process, the yearning of the new house is decreasing but when I prayed to God about this matter, I was upset how my great desire has been diminished due to time. And I began to wonder, if my hopes fade in every decision that I make, forgetting the firing heart of faith at the very start; that if I should blame anyone for the eventual outcome of any occurence.

I believe I should place the initial blossoming of every anticipation close to my heart. That way, I will never ever forget.

I wished that orange light shone on you instead.

IA hike is being postponed, which means there will be sufficient time to settle my brain into numerical terms for the math portfolio on friday till the end of my holidays. I can't believe the autumn break is coming soon, I can't believe this feeling's overtaking me. I feel like hugging a fat chubby fluffy soft animal now. Initiation is great but once it reaches a limit and the other party doesn't do a shit, it gets pretty bad and the yearning turns into depression. I haven't had the time for reflections these few days because I've been caught up with so many things. But in the midst of all the crap, I miss home. I don't need anyone to tell me that, I can feel happy! Cheers to a great tomorrow. Much love, xxx.

Brian, Vivian and I went 'Wuni' to dine today, and it was exceptionally great as we managed to take time out to spend together considering our busy schedules so far. The bio re-test was really similar to the previous one and hmm, hopefully I'll do bettaa. The house viewing yesterday was like a dream-come-true and I really wanna live in that particular unit. Basically, I'm lifeless now except for the fact that the October break is nearing, and I can finally unwind then. Unfortunately, I have to be greeted with a whole lot of math stuff(crap) such as the test this coming Friday and the coursework to fufil our mid term break. Tell me, if this is ending.

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A few days back I babysitted Spring and Summer, these two adorable little girls, for the last time before they return back to Singapore tomorrow. I like it how, when you hold a child's hand, they will never let go of you. They wouldn't let go to touch their hair, wipe their mouths, or do anything. I like that feeling.

All right, apart from losing two cameras within two(!?!?!) months, daddy bought a new lumix cam last night! LOL. I'm kinda excited for the upcoming IA hike on 15th Oct and I'm sure it'll be great fun.

Erica Nakano, you just flew off to the US without a word but I'm glad that the last time I saw you, was when we took a bus down the mountain on a Friday. I was extremely touched when I saw the message you sent me, because you don't usually say those things out. Thank you for being beside me and for always listening without showing a wee bit of annoyance. People said you changed but I never saw that change in you. I will miss the times in math class when we used to talk about E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G, cutting dead ends of our hair, about roasted chestnut and taking stacks of graph and line paper. I LOVE YOU RICA. xoxoxo

Good evening! Zomg science test tomorrow is driving me nuts, considering the teacher has taught nothing during lessons , but just gave us work and expect us to find the answers ourselves. Well, maybe we should but whatever. Now I'm contemplating if I made the wrong choice taking Higher Bio, but I won't change it anyway. All right, I mugged all the way when I got home at 3 plus till dinner time for the test but everything is piling up so badly and I don't think I'll be able to enjoy my weekend properly.

My life is falling apart, mentally. I really don't know where to begin but I made a terrible mistake yesterday. Now I know how vital it is to keep your promises and never ever go back on them. I can't even talk to God properly now, I can't find the direction anymore. I can't seem to trust anyone, anymore. What makes you happy?